i'm crying about my cat right now. i just randomly get really really sad about him. like when i'm not living at home, i miss my pets the most. i mean i love and miss my family but like you can have "too much family" i very rarely get sick of my pets (ok phantom and xena suck) but like zeus dying is probably the biggest, and hardest loss i've ever dealt with. i thought i was going to have him for several more years, he was only eight. i think when mckinsey dies i'm going to have a really big problem. ugh he was just a really awesome cat. i wish i had been with him when he died but i wussed out and refused to even be at home when my parents were doing it.

and i guess the world hates the fact that i miss my cat because i wanted to put a picture of him on here but i can't get it to upload right. or at all for that matter.